August 2023

Hello everyone,

Yes I can confirm I am still around and still thinking about the book and this web page. Life has been very busy for me with my job. It actually hasn’t been the most pleasant year. In fact I would say it hasn’t been a good time. The money is great and I do respect the fact that financial insecurity is a huge source of stress for many, and I am fortunate enough that I do not have such issues. I’m certainly not rich enough to stop working or anything, don’t get me wrong. My stress comes from my job itself. You could say that companies outsource their stress to me, and that’s what I’m paid to handle. It’s a good paying job, but also, I’m unhappy a lot of the time.

Anyways, I recently accepted a new position. The pay is the same, but the role is more aligned with my personal interests so I think it will be a good thing. I don’t think it will be necessarily less stressful, but I am hoping I will be happier. The new pension scheme is excellent so it’s a good financial decision alongside my personal interest.

You could say that the job title I just signed the contract for is the one I’ve wanted since 2017. But the funny thing is, I didn’t feel particularly happy when I got it. I know I should be thrilled but I can’t seem to muster it up.

I’m trying to cut out caffeine these days. At least trying to drink a lot less coffee. I’m drinking a lot more water too. I’m hoping this will make me feel a bit better.

I’ve heard rumours that my new role has much more predictable and regular hours. If that’s the case, I’ll get my evenings back. That could mean I can start writing again. I would love to end my hiatus / writer’s block but I can’t really pursue any of my interests until I sort out my work / life balance.

Also I bought ‘Turn Left at Orion’ and some other astronomy books. I think for Christmas I’m going to buy myself a dobsonian and get into astronomy. You do astronomy late at night which is when I have the most free time.

All the best,

PMA

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